The music that moves me

Music has always been a big part of my life. I don't think there has ever been a church production I didn't have a solo in. I sang my way through high school and even started out as a music minor in college. But, it hasn't been until now that I am truly realizing the power and healing that can come through music.

As I walk this scary road with my mother I have been particularly moved by music. The melodies and words wash over me as if to apply a healing salve to my hurting heart. A few songs in particular have inspired hope and faith in me in these trying times.

You never let go (by Matt Redman)

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
Your perfect love is casting out fear
And even when I'm caught in the middle of the storms of this life
I won't turn back
I know you are near

And I will fear no evil
For my God is with me
And if my God is with me
Whom then shall I fear?
Whom then shall I fear?

(Chorus:)
Oh no, You never let go
Through the calm and through the storm
Oh no, You never let go
In every high and every low
Oh no, You never let go
Lord, You never let go of me

And I can see a light that is coming for the heart that holds on
A glorious light beyond all compare
And there will be an end to these troubles
But until that day comes
We'll live to know You here on the earth

(Chorus)

Yes, I can see a light that is coming for the heart that holds on
And there will be an end to these troubles
But until that day comes
Still I will praise You, still I will praise You


The part I wrote in black is the part that really speaks to my heart. When I sing it I can't help but lift my heart and my hands to the Lord and rejoice that someday this pain will be gone. Someday I will see my mom healed (whether on earth or in heaven). But, as I wait for that day I will continue to praise the Lord and seek His face. Another song that moves me is:

Blessed be your name (by Matt Redman)
Blessed Be Your Name
In the land that is plentiful
Where Your streams of abundance flow
Blessed be Your name

Blessed Be Your name
When I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed Be Your name

Every blessing You pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

Blessed be Your name
When the sun's shining down on me
When the world's 'all as it should be'
Blessed be Your name

Blessed be Your name
On the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering
Blessed be Your name

Every blessing You pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Lord, blessed be Your name

This song reminds me that God can do anything. He can give, and he can take away. He can bless, and he can curse. It is his right to do as he sees fit. It is my job to respond to him with awe, respect, obedience, and worship. Even when it's hard and my heart is heavy. That is what is meant by, "a sacrifice of praise." I think God is honored by all praise, but I think there is a special place in his heart for the praise flowing from those who are hurting.

I am grateful for music and it's ministry in my life. I am curious....what music moves you???